幫我神

i'm julia bąk, an avid reader, awkward writer and sleep enthusiast. i like cult films and french films, markets, the 1990s, elliott smith, religion and literature. every human existence was born without reason, prolongs itself out of fear and dies by chance.

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in the past few weeks i feel as though i have been unusually content. it was this one minuscule encounter that tipped the whole scale and it’s like a friend of mine has allowed me to borrow his rose-tinted glasses and from that i am somewhat at peace. however social i have been, and however patient and considerate (in comparison), this one letter i received yesterday has near shattered said glasses into a million pieces and as much as i want to be optimistic through this transition i can’t help but feel completely and utterly miserable. 

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