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i'm julia bąk, an avid reader, awkward writer and sleep enthusiast. i like cult films and french films, markets, the 1990s, elliott smith, religion and literature. every human existence was born without reason, prolongs itself out of fear and dies by chance.

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the only thing more embarrassing than finding a mix CD you made when you were 10 and the first 2 songs being avril lavigne is when you realise you still know all the words and get overly emotional and sing along really loudly and question your entire existence because avril lavigne.

P.S. i am so close to being enrolled in university and it is kind of daunting and horrific because the campus is extraordinarily big and they’re trying to encourage me to go on this stupid camp where you make friends before o-day and have someone to sit with in lectures whereas i would much prefer to sit on my own and i honestly doubt i would want to socialise with anyone who pays $100 to go to a bush camp and drink and have sex when there are bushes in quinns and sluts too. also i don’t understand why my ex is listening to brian eno when he listens to stuff like skrillex and i killed the prom queen. i mean c’mon he didn’t even appreciate stanley kubrick why is he listening to brian eno i don’t understand this transition.